Showing posts with label depressed. Show all posts
Showing posts with label depressed. Show all posts

Sunday, May 25, 2014

CANNOT EAT my SANDWHICH..!

Done 15K..!
Tired, Depressed but still determined!

I was trying to do a SANDWHICH Run (REST-Long Run-Long Run-REST) on my training
But last night was frustration... I cannot run further, my mind dictating that I can
But my body cannot respond anymore... (Depressed..) And I think... I cannot eat my sandwich anymore!

One thing that frustrates me is I'm running alone in the middle of a dark road at
Muhaisnah 1, when my smart phone battery drains... (omg). And the only sounds
surrounds me are chirping of birds and crickets.

Do I need to do the 46K Run?
What will be the reason?
Maybe I am not for Long Run...short distance is enough for me... (sadness)...
All of these thoughts are running into my mind, when I am on my last 1km stop.

But, upon reaching my starting point and got my strength back...
Suddenly my inner self shouting...
"46K is only a number, you're a Runner...just run and have fun".

See you on Thursday for ULTRA Run...!